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It's Not Worth It

Sun Oct 18, 2009, 9:36 AM
Now my friend is oficially gone. He is now at the other side of the ocean, and do you know what? I'm not sad, I'm actually happy. And that is scary.

But the truth is that if it hasn't ever happened, now I wouldn't know that it's not worth liking someone. And I'm not just saying it because I'm frustrated or mad or sad. Because I'm not feeling any of this things. I feel happy. I'm saying it simply because it is the truth.

That was the best thing I have ever found out. I feel much better than I ever felt before now.

People who waste lifes trying to make someone love them are crazy. Or maybe the crazy am I.

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  • Mood: Happy Tears
  • Listening to: the rain that falls.
  • Reading: my mind and discovering no regrets.
  • Watching: the leafs falling.
  • Playing: with my smiles.
  • Eating: hapiness.
  • Drinking: realization.

i am such a idiot.

Wed Oct 14, 2009, 12:29 PM
life is so unfair. and think that i just found it out now. humpf.

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  • Mood: Pity
  • Listening to: someone saying that i am idiot.
  • Reading: what is completely truth.
  • Watching: but that is ok.
  • Playing: completely ok.
  • Eating: i am totally fine.
  • Drinking: idiot.

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Sun Oct 11, 2009, 3:50 PM
I'm sooooo bored. Ideas?

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  • Mood: It's Hot
  • Listening to: I Can't Live - Justin Guarini
  • Reading: The Vampire Armand - Anne Rice
  • Watching: House M.D.
  • Eating: Bubble Gum

We Got It!

Thu Oct 8, 2009, 5:02 PM
Well, I'm sooo happy!

My science project have been accepted into an technology inovation contest!! Of my school more than 200 projects tried to enter the competition, but just 7 got it, and mine is one of then!

My project is about a luminaire that doesn't use electrical energy or any kind of battery. But I'm not gonna put any kind of specifiction here, I don't want to make you all bored with quimic stuff.

So me and my group (Nick, Bia, Fernando)are really excited!! We have just invented a name for it, which will be Lilium Luminaire (Fernando hated the name, he said it's too girly :giggle:).

And I'd like to thank =mossawi for the help! Really, you saved us!

Kisses,
Bela
:heart:


Ps. Wow, I've done my first watercolor painting!! I'll upload it here when I get some time

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  • Mood: dA Love
  • Listening to: Something to Believe In - Aqualung
  • Reading: The Book Thief - Markus Zusak
  • Watching: Vampire Diaries

Any idea ?

Sun Oct 4, 2009, 2:59 PM
"In the just darkened sky, stars began to emerge. They yawned and sparkled, always buzzing softly, to don't wake up the beings down there that were already asleep. They waved happily when they saw me, and I waved back, saying a brief 'hello' and continuing my way back home".

Way Back Home
by me...



Wow, it makes so long that I don't update this journal! The last entry was on June. Wow. :O_o:


Anyway, I don't have many news... But here is a little list:


NEWS


:bulletpurple: First of all, I'm oficially back to DA! Sure, I've never been really gone, but I wasn't really using it anymore... But now I'm here again! :floating:


:bulletpurple: I'm moving on December to the place on this photo. I'm so happy! This is totally my favorite place ever! :love:


:bulletpurple: Hmm... My best friend (and my future ex-neighbor)is moving to another country :tears: I will miss him soooo much!!


:bulletpurple: How you must have seen, I'm trying this literature thing... But it appears I'm not very good at it. I mean, my english is not that thing and I'm not so creative. But I'm trying, and I'm not going to give up on it so early, so, some oppinions would be really appreciated :flirty:


:bulletpurple: I cut my hair at my shoulder's height, but I hated it... At least now it is completely in it's natural tone. :meow:


And I'd like to say sorry for all my DA friends for have been far for so much time without any explanation and I hope you all can forgive me... But I didn't forget about any of you, ok? :cuddle:


Love you :heart:


Sinceraly, Bela

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  • Mood: dA Love
  • Listening to: Something to Believe In - Aqualung
  • Reading: The Book Thief - Markus Zusak
  • Watching: Vampire Diaries
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